During our transition from Georgia to Oklahoma at the end of 2011 I spent about 2 months actively seeking employment. We officially moved back to Tulsa on December the 6th. Over the following weeks I was out meeting with people, connecting with people over coffee and lunch and having interviews with potential employers and even working with a few for half days to learn their business. Every day I would leave in the morning and come back later in the afternoon. Each day I would of course say goodbye to the family in the morning.
My youngest son who is 5 did not understand where I was going each day. He would ask my wife and I every day, “Where is dad going?” Of course our response was daddy is looking for work. Every day I would come home and my son would ask me, “Dad did you find a job yet?” With concern in his eye, and every day until I got a job I would tell him, “Not yet son but soon.” He was not concerned that I could not find work he was more concerned that I had what in his mind was …I lost something and needed to find it. Like when my son is going to sleep at night and cant find his blanket or his favorite toy. His genuine concern was that I had lost something and he wanted me to find it. I had to remind myself often of that, cause honestly it challenged my manhood and my ability to support my family. But I knew that he was more concerned about me finding something that I had lost.
When I finally got my job (which will be an entire different blog seeing God at work there) I told him that I had found a job. His response was, “YOU DID DAD, YOU DID?!’ With his fist in the air and has a loud “YYYEEEESSSSSSS!!” as he brings his fist back down to his side. He could not have been more overjoyed because what in his mind I had lost I had now found.
It reminds me of Luke 15 and the Parable of the Lost Son and how Jesus celebrates when we find him. I can just see it now, Jesus responding, “YOU DO, YOU DO GIVE YOUR LIFE TO ME?” With a smile on His face and tears in His eyes just like my son did when I found my job.
Luke 15:32 32 We had to celebrate this happy day. For your brother was dead and has come back to life! He was lost, but now he is found!’”

